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One would think that the horrific persecution that the first church endured would have chilled the excitement of what the apostles were proclaiming in the first century. It started in Jerusalem, threats, beatings, arrests and even death. One would think that just the news of what happened to Stephen would have caused the multitudes to stop cold in their tracks. The decisions where coming down from the highest levels of the Religious communities, those who were supposedly called of God.

New believers, run out of their homes, scattered here and there throughout the Palestine region. Yet, even though they had lost their homes, they never forsook their faith. They went as far as Phoenicia, Cyprus and Antioch. So, what did they do? These first Disciples of Christ spoke the Word of the Lord, at first only to their own countrymen, the Jews. Yeshua was a Jew, born of the tribe of Judah. All His apostles, the first converts, as well as the first persecutors were Jews also. Not very long after this took place, having taken the Word outside of the ranks of the Jew’s, as the Greeks heard the gospel message, they believed as well.

“So then, those who were scattered because of the persecution that arose in connection with Steven made their way to Phoenicia and Cyprus and Antioch, speaking the word to no one except Jews alone. But there were some of them, men of Cyprus and Cyrene, who came to Antioch and began speaking to the Greeks also, preaching of Yeshua.” (Acts 11:19,20).

It was in Antioch that a major change of course took place, yet in reading the Old Testament scriptures we see how this was the Lord’s plan all along.. It was at there in Antioch that some of these Jewish disciples of Yeshua from Cyprus and Cyrene began to do something that would impact the whole world. It is of a great possibility that these were some of those who had been visiting at Jerusalem on the day of Pentecost when the apostles had first proclaimed the message of the risen Lord. Regardless of where they came from, these disciples began to preach the word not only to other Jews, but also to Greeks as well.

As the Word testifies, Yeshua had said it would be this way. We read how He had commissioned His apostles to “Go therefore and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit…” (Matthew 28:19). He had spoken about having “other sheep not of this fold” speaking of the Greeks as opposed to the “lost sheep of Israel” with whom He chiefly dealt with during His personal ministry on earth (John 10:16).

“And the hand of the Lord was with them, and a large number who believed turned to the Lord. And the news about them reached the ears of the church at Jerusalem, and they sent Barnabas off to Antioch. (Acts 11:21,22).

Now, when men and women teach others the gospel, there is another partner in the effort. The “hand of the Lord” is in the proclamation of the gospel to the lost. Later, Paul would refer to teachers of the Kingdom message of Yeshua as “God’s fellow workers” (1 Corinthians 3:9). How can anyone who professes to be a believer not desire such a partnership? To teach the gospel is every Christian’s duty and privilege.

We are led to believe that not everyone who believed turned to the Lord, though a “large number” of them did. It is too bad that it cannot be said that “all who believed turned to the Lord.” Also, this means that there must be a difference between “believing” and “turning” to Yeshua talked of believers who did not confess Him because they desired the approval of men (John 12:42,43). Now do you think that some believers at Antioch failed to “turn to the Lord” for the same reason? I highly expect so, given the climate of persecution.

The Word is clear in that those who turn to the Lord are those that obey His gospel. This would be those who are baptized into Yeshua for the remission of their sins (Acts 2:38, 8:12). This accomplishes, by the power of the grace of God and the blood of Yeshua, one’s sins being washed away (Acts 22:16).

“Then when he had come and witnessed the grace of God, he rejoiced and began to encourage them all with resolute heart to remain true to the Lord; for he was a good man, and full of the Holy Spirit and of faith. And considerable numbers were brought to the Lord. And he left for Tarsus to look for Saul; and when he had found him he brought him to Antioch.” (Acts 23-26a).

All these things, the sacrifice of Christ for our sins, the teaching of the gospel by disciples, and the reception of it by the lost unto salvation from sins and a new eternal hope; is by God’s grace. When Barnabas witnessed this, he rejoiced. The goal of the persecution had been to deter or stop the gospel, but it had only succeeded in causing it to be spread further.

We read how that Barnabas began at once to encourage these new disciples to remain true to the Lord. Of course, not everyone does. Persecution will drive some away; apathy others. We must encourage one another to remember our destiny if we remain true to the Lord. Salvation is way too precious a gift to treat it lightly (Hebrews 10:23-25; 34-39).

In reading about Barnabas, we see how he was known for his ability to encourage others. In fact, “Barnabas” is only a nickname given to him by the apostles. His real name was Joseph. The name “Barnabas” means “Son of Encouragement”. Oh, how the body desperately needs more like Barnabas around. The lost were converted and the converted were encouraged to become strong and remain “true to the Lord.”

“And it came about that for an entire year they met with the church, and taught considerable numbers; and the disciples were first called Christians at Antioch.” (Acts 11:23-26).

Now we read how Barnabas, having gone to Tarsus to get the new convert Saul, only recently a persecutor of the church himself, returns with Saul and they work with the church at Antioch for a year. What an awesome encouragement Barnabas must have been to Saul, for most believers were still afraid of him. Then later on we read how, Barnabas and Saul (soon to be known as Paul) will travel through Asia Minor together establishing many churches in many different cities. Antioch would become their “headquarters” from where they would launch their missions and return after completing them.

It was during this year in which Barnabas and Saul are at Antioch that the disciples were first called “Christians”. The disciples were followers of Yeshua. A disciple of Yeshua is happy to wear His name. Later, Peter tells disciples to “in that name (that is, in the name “Christian” -J.Q.) let him glorify God.” (1 Peter 4:16). Though the enemies of Christ may speak the name with a sneer, disciples wear it joyfully. The Lord has been sanctified in our hearts (1 Peter 3:15).

Not every believer becomes a disciple, but every disciple is a Christian. “And there is salvation in no one else; for there is no other name under heaven that has been given among men, by which we must be saved.” (Acts 4:12).

If the Body would walk with the same courage of the first believers, the world would be greatly impact with the gospel message today. Yet how many having come down to confess Yeshua as Lord, soon turn away, not having a discipler in their lives – to encourage them, to show them an uncompromising Christian life style. To walk with them, cry with them, rejoice with them, love on them, pray with them, and train them up in the Word.

To disciple someone can take time, a whole lot of patience and a deep well of grace & mercy – Yet it is this very act of love that is missing in the Body today. Discipleship can not be taught from the pulpit – it is relational at it’s very core.

If you have a heart for the Lord, ask Him to bring someone(s) into your life today that you can be a discipler to them. Holy Spirit will not only give you the strength, courage and desire to do such an honorable Kingdom work. He will as well carry forth and deposit into your life the godly wisdom that is needed for such a task.

For indeed we serve an Awesome God!!!


Again the kingdom of heaven is like a man who is a dealer in search of fine and precious pearls, Who, on finding a single pearl of great price, went and sold all he had and bought it. (Matt 45-46 AMP)

Here are a few of the crucial question’s every believer of Jesus Christ must answer:

• Do you really believe He is worth abandoning everything for?

• Do you really believe that Jesus is so good, and so rewarding that you will leave all you have and all you own and all you are in order to find your fullness in Him?

• Do you believe Him enough to obey Him and follow Him wherever He leads, even when the crowds in your culture – and maybe in your church – turn the other way?

These are questions every believer of Jesus Christ must answer – those who are radically in love with Him will shout “Amen and Here I am Lord – bowed to your will and service“. Those who are halfheartedly, filled with pride of life and selfishly holding onto their worldly treasures will walk in the same direction that the young rich ruler went, a totally opposite direction for which the Lord Jesus Christ has called us to follow.

One of the most treacherous errors in modern day Christianity is that this message if not taught with the urgency and boldness that it must be done in. As I look back over the majority of my Christian life, I find a disconnection between this, the authentic teachings of Jesus as found in the Word and that which is being taught today!

As I read about the saints in places such as Asia, who live day by day with their lives on the line for their faith – my inner man cries out “I want to experience the True Jesus, I want to be apart of the people who delight in Him, like those in the book of Acts and throughout parts of the world.

The radical side of Christianity cries out for men and women who are desperate for true Christianity – where their hearts cry is – I am willing to risk it for the billion people today who have not yet heard the true gospel message. For the sake of an increasingly marginalized and relatively ineffective church culture, I am willing to lay down my life and risk it all, that the true message of the Kingdom of God is spoken!

I am tired of seeing lives cycled through the powerless churchanity that has been anchored deep with the Christian culture of America and most of the westernized world.This is not the powerful and glorious Bride that I read of in the Bible! That which transformed whole cultures.

Sadly I hear about and have personally witnessed many who stumble from one spiritual failure to another. The messengers of this watered down Christianity pump the people with hyper sensational religious hype up for their own egos, lining their bank accounts and pridefully boasting of the great numbers that “they” have ministered too –yet in the wake of their “ministries” is left the carnage of a weak and defeated church culture.

The truth be told, the majority of the church today serves a Christ who is brought down to the level of their understanding and rendered a messiah of their comfort. They have heard the gospel message according to their own desire, from hirelings who dare not rock the boat – who seek to be popular with the people. In essence they serve an idol of their own making, an idol of conformity, compromise, complacency and self serving which is not even remotely close to the radical Son of God, Yahushua!

I want to live the rest of my life sold out, radically in love with the Lord Jesus Christ. Totally and radically dead to self, not willing to waste another moment of my life on anything but an uncompromising, unconditional abandonment life to a gracious, loving Savior who invites us all to take a radical risk and promises us a radical reward.

This should be the hearts desire of every Christian who has witnessed in the Spirit, through the truthful teaching of the Word, carried forth of the wings of revelation via Holy Spirit, that Yahushua is the One True Messiah.

What about you who call yourself a disciple of Jesus Christ – are you willing, from this day forward, for the rest of your life live a life that is radically without hesitation or limitation for He who has called you, for He who gave, His blood, His life, His all for you?

Ask yourself brother or sister – Is He worth it all too you?

As for me and my household we shall, with our whole heart and life radically serve the Lord – For indeed He is an Awesome God!


If anyone comes to Me and does not hate his [own] father and mother [[a]in the sense of indifference to or relative disregard for them in comparison with his attitude toward God] and [likewise] his wife and children and brothers and sisters–[yes] and even his own life also–he cannot be My disciple.(Luke 14:26)

What is Jesus really saying here? Are we to truly hate our family, our wives and even our children? Or is this merely a figure of speech?

I believe what Jesus is doing here is calling for a commitment that is so great that anything by comparison will be deemed as hatred. This is in contrast to the parable in the previous verses where one of the invited guests declined the invitation because he had recently married a wife (14:20).

Do you really, with all your heart want to be a disciple of Jesus?

Then you must give Him preeminence. You must recognize His sovereignty and His Lordship. You must give Him your devotion and your love. You must put Him first in every area of your life. You must be even willing to wake up this morning, turn to your wife and children and say “I love you all, there is a good chance that I will not be returning as I more than likely will be killed for proclaiming the gospel message out there today”!

Today, many desire the presence of the Lord, they want all the blessings of His Kingdom, but they are unwilling to sacrifice anything. Now, they consider the time they go to church on Sunday and Wednesday a great sacrifice – but that is the extent of their service in the kingdom.

Jesus call’s us to lay our own lives down – this isn’t a popular message in the church today – most hireling’s (paid clergy) will tell you that is not what Jesus really means here – I guess several years in the theological cemeteries has birthed this “dead religious” theology in them.

Yet the truth be told, Jesus made a very strong statement that discipleship involves a willingness to come and die. One German theologian seeing the truth of a disciples calling stated that “When Christ calls a man, He bids him come and die”.

“Suppose one of you wants to build a tower. Won’t you first sit down and estimate the cost to see if you have enough money to complete it? For if you lay the foundation and are not able to finish it, everyone who sees it will ridicule you, saying, ‘This person began to build and wasn’t able to finish.’ “Or suppose a king is about to go to war against another king. Won’t he first sit down and consider whether he is able with ten thousand men to oppose the one coming against him with twenty thousand? If he is not able, he will send a delegation while the other is still a long way off and will ask for terms of peace. In the same way, those of you who do not give up everything you have cannot be my disciples.“(Luke 14:28-33)

The message in these two parables is the same. It is that you are called to count the cost of discipleship and to make a determination as to whether you will see it through to the end.

This is quite different than the watered down gospel invitation that suggests that you “give Jesus a try” in much the same way that you test-drive a sports car. Jesus says, “Only come if you are going to come for keeps.”

Many preachers today when calling people to come to Jesus, come across as a used car salesman: “Don’t read the fine print; we’ll get to that later.” But Jesus tells unbelievers to count the cost before coming to Him.

Jesus calls all who follow Him to recognize Him as the Lord of your life. He wants it all. He refuses to be the Lord of a small portion of your life. He refuses to be a weekend God. And so, He calls for you to count the cost. If you are going to be a Christian, be a real one.

Salt is good, but if it loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is fit neither for the soil nor for the manure pile; it is thrown out”. (Luke 14:34-35)

There is nothing more useless that salt that is not salty. It is only fit to be thrown out and discarded. That is the picture of the person who says that they are going to follow Jesus but who does not follow through on that commitment.

Have you counted the cost? Have you determined to follow through to the end, to be salty salt? Your call is to hold to a faith of the heart, not merely of the attendance role.

Jesus calls you to do that which He first did on your behalf. He put you before…

Family
Possessions
His own life.

And He calls for you to do the same:

Whoever does not persevere and carry his own cross and come after (follow) Me cannot be My disciple“.

Does it take a commitment?
Yes it does – a 100% commitment.

Is it easy?
Not in the least – but praise God for He has sent the Promised one who will walk every step of the discipleship path with us!

We as well have brothers and sister who have walked before us who are there to help along the way – Most importantly is the promise that our Lord has giving us – No matter how hard it gets, no matter how dark the trail appears at times, no matter if even feels as though we are walking it alone – we are never alone for He has promised to never leave us nor forsake us – He is personally there every step of the Way.

We simply need to put doubt to death and walk in total surrendered faith!

For indeed we serve an Awesome God!!


In the Word we find that Jesus Christ is the ultimate example of spiritual leadership. When most people think of leadership, they picture a military general handing out orders or an employer closely supervising his employees, making sure all the work gets done. These aspects can be part of leadership, but they are not the essence of spiritual leadership.

The truth is that Spiritual leadership is the opposite of what most people think. The essence of true Spiritual leadership is based upon servant leadership. Jesus Christ Himself taught us, “just as the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for many” (Matthew 20:28). Jesus was most definitely a leader. He was the leader of the twelve disciples and a much greater group of followers beyond them (Luke 10:1-17). Jesus did not lead by giving out orders or by supervising. Jesus led by being a servant and serving alongside of His followers.

Spiritual leadership involves humbling yourself and doing the tasks that no one else wants to do. In Jesus’ time, the act of washing feet was to be assigned to the lowest of servants. However, at the last supper, Jesus humbled Himself and washed the disciples’ feet. Afterwards he declared, “Do you understand what I have done for you? … You call me ‘Teacher’ and ‘Lord,’ and rightly so, for that is what I am. Now that I, your Lord and Teacher, have washed your feet, you also should wash one another’s feet. I have set you an example that you should do as I have done for you. I tell you the truth, no servant is greater than his master, nor is a messenger greater than the one who sent him. Now that you know these things, you will be blessed if you do them” (John 13:12-17).

We do have the authority of Jesus yet history itself shows that authority in the church can lead people down the wrong path if it used in the wrong way or used with pride and out of step with the Lord. Yet being armed with this knowledge in regard to the pitfalls of false authority can help us to recognize how the leadership of Jesus should be in all that we do. One finds that the as disciple in spiritual unity, the more we grow together in humility, the more authority God will be giving us. God is truth and we are seekers of the truth, we can not concern ourselves with the wisdom that the world gives us but as obedient servants we must always seek to decrease and allow the Lord to increase in each one of us.

It should be a clear cut goal in each of our lives, especially those knitted together in localized branches of the Bride that every one of us must desire to operate in the prophetic and bear witness to each other. This is the way it should be.

Now in regard to spiritual authority, it is ultimately ours through faith, God has given us the authority over spiritual wickedness in high places, we have the authority to cast out demons, to bring down the high places and to cause destruction to strongholds. And it is with the same authority that Jesus had, He spoke as a man having authority but He did not speak on His own authority while He was here on earth but what authority that His Father had given Him.

The scriptures clearly show us that Jesus has shared His glory with us and in His name, we have the authority to bless and rebuke, to intercede for others, to establish, to break down, to build up and to rule over the earth as our dominion. We have the power to stretch out our hands and allow the blood of Jesus to course through our veins and out of our bodies in spiritual power to heal and to deliver and to fill others with His spirit. We have the authority to release the mandates of God that will cause signs and wonders to bare witness to their divine truth, God speaks and lives through us through the death and resurrection of His Son and in the power of His Holy Spirit. This is true authority but it is derived authority, not assumed.

I true disciple comes to that place where it is a reality that we are nothing without Jesus, it is not our authority, dominion or glory, it is His. We have no righteousness in ourselves, we cannot save others and for sure we are not to rule over them in the church.

Let us all come to the truth that we are never called to lead apart from total submission to the Holy Spirit. He is the Promised one who leads us with all Spiritual truth and we are not part of a worldly army but a spiritual one that must march as One in unison, marching in one rank shoulder to shoulder behind Jesus, not one another. We should only submit to others that have the humility, love and servant attitude that we have been taught from the beginning.

God is moving an His Spirit is declaring that we are to be restored to the original purity of the early church. How can we submit to each other as in the Lord if we differentiate between leaders and followers among us? To be one body, we must submit to One Head. Let the fragments fall where they may but they will be devoured by the dogs. Jesus want us to be perfect, without spot or wrinkle and ready to meet Him in the air.

Through out the past generations we have all seen pretended watchmen of the walls that think they have a ministry of tearing people in the church down instead of building up. This is not the character of a true disciple of Jesus Christ.

A true disciple must be strong in the spirit, accept the authority themselves and submit one to another. They need to acknowledge that Jesus wants our eyes focused on His leadership and that we are not to put our confidence in man. They need to know that Jesus is the Lamb which is in the midst of the throne and He is the One that shall feed us, and lead us unto living waters. What could be the motivation that any one of us would follow any other than Jesus unless you don’t have the faith to know that He is among us when we gather together!

The sons of God are not the ones that are being led by men but rather the ones led by the Spirit of God.

Regretfully, much more than simply causing division, the problem with the question of authority has caused mass confusion. Yes, there is leadership in the church. But it is only true leadership if it is Jesus living through us. The problem is in the fleshly leadership that has manipulated, controlled and dominated the church and brought it into the mess that it is in and saturated it with the traditions of men and the doctrines of demons. Wanting to be a leader in the church is a hard bad habit to break. This is the spirit spoken about in Rev when the Lord is addressing the seven churches, it injures and alienates the same ones that the church was supposed to have served and ministered to, not ruled over.

The spiritual sin that a disciple must guard their own hearts against is pride and the power of the flesh taking control instead of the power of the Holy Ghost. To have leadership in the church that does not take into account the service and ministration necessary to keep it pure is to allow pride to creep in, corrupt it and leave us in confusion.

If Jesus is truly operating His will through us, then He is the leader and still the only leader, we are only operating according to His purpose and He is living His leadership through us through our submissive service and ministration to others. This is why we are to submit to each other, because He is living His shared leadership through us – but be careful, not all are following Him in the spirit. As a true disciple of Jesus, do not seek to promote yourself or your ministry but rather act upon the spirit and allow others to do the same in order for that position to be manifested. If God is truly speaking and acting through you then His sheep will hear His voice and the words and actions will speak for themselves.

Jesus is still the only leader.

For Jesus to share that leadership with us is to give us the responsibility to continue in that spiritual service to the point that we do not seek titles, exalt ourselves, lord it over others, act in pride, operate in the flesh or any such thing. To be in a leadership position requires you to operate totally in the spirit. And it is shared leadership only among us that are living in the spirit, there are no chiefs here, no rulers outside of that spiritual authority, no pecking order; we are to submit to each other and not to seek others to submit to us. We must have the mind that Jesus had to be effective.

The saints of the New Testament walked in the understanding that Jesus was the true leader and His true followers were given gift’s which allowed them to function as servants in the church. The elders and overseers among them were divinely inspired and endowed “for the perfecting of the saints, for the work of the ministry, for the edifying of the Body of Christ.” Way too many in leadership positions in the church today are acting in the flesh according to the pride of their calling. It is important that we not step out of Gods will into any kind of presumption through leadership.

If we are to meet Jesus as His Bride, we need to have a mind-set that we only want to follow the Bridegroom. The best that we can do to get others into the kingdom is to point them to our leader Jesus Christ. The carnal mind will never understand what we are trying to do here. Jeremiah prophesies of the last days,

A wonderful and horrible thing is committed in the land; the prophets prophesy falsely and the priests bear rule by their means and my people love to have it so: and what will you do in the end thereof?

It is time for the true disciples of Christ to stand up and declare through sanctified and holy lives the call of Heaven – Jesus Christ is the Head of the Church and He alone. Let us fall on our faces and cry out to heaven for the restoration of the first church, the true apostles assigned to the Bride in this hour step forth, that the true prophets assigned to this hour step fourth and that the true watchman of this hour take to the walls. Teachers of purity and truth step forward, Evangelist of the Kingdom, step forward and let the air be filled with the “Kingdom Message:.

And as true disciples of Yahushua, we must all realize that we are given to humanity as a sacrifice offering. Just as Jesus laid His life down for the brethren, we are to lay our own lives down. Jesus did not come to lord it over humanity, but to lay His life down for it; we could never do more yet no less is expected.

For indeed we serve an Awesome God!


I hear the sound of a radical Christian army rising up – Fueled by the same Fire that blew through the upper room – walking with the same authoritative understanding that the men and women from the book of Acts walked in.

They have heard the Masters call to lay down all the things of this world, denying even the desires of their own heart, and picking up the cross prepared for them before the world was formed, they are about to blaze new trails across the Globe – in their wake shall the Fires of Revival burst forth, having been touched by the embers from the Fire of passion that is within their hearts.

This global radical onslaught of God’s saints armed with His Word, commissioned by His Spirit – shall cause the Fires of His revivals to burn intensely, with ocean wide and mountain high Flames, consuming the impure things in His House, refining the gold and silver till that which can not be burnt breaks forth – Vessels radiant with His Glory!

This is the Army of the last days – True sons & daughters of the King, like Daniel refusing to bow to the Babylonian governments presently set up in Yahushua’ House – These last day warriors of the God of the Angel Armies shall walk clothed in the Armor of His righteousness – possessing clean hands and pure hearts. They shall not forsake His commands or commit spiritual idolatry – They shall be of one mind and purpose, even as is the Lord Himself – To rend the heavens and release the Fathers commands here on earth that like in heaven, His “Kingdoms Will” shall be established.

Only those who are willing to lose their lives for His name sake shall be in the ranks of this last day warriors army – those who have denied self, left behind all that was of this world, that His Kingdom may be glorified!

Are you ready to join?
Are you willing to forsake all, including your own life?
Are you willing to face death and not renounce your King?

Those who answered yes shall be put to the test!

What was your answer friend?


Since Jesus went through everything you’re going through and more, learn to think like him. Think of your sufferings as a weaning from that old sinful habit of always expecting to get your own way. Then you’ll be able to live out your days free to pursue what God wants instead of being tyrannized by what you want. (Peter 4:1-2 The Message)

The process in which we must all go through, as the old man (Corrupted sinful nature) dies and the new man (incorruptible – rebirth’d into the Spirit of Christ) takes over can be a painful time – Yet in the wake of such a death lies something beautiful.

Picture for a moment, a caterpillar inside its cocoon, there is a transformation or metamorphosis taking place – a time of stretching, awkwardness as it’s form is being done over – it would almost seem a painful impossibility that this caterpillar could turn into a beautiful butterfly – Yet if this almost violent process does not take place- this caterpillar will die in a state that it was never created for – a lowly insect, crawling about the dust & dirt of plants and trees. Never to experience the heights for which God created it to experience.

But if this little caterpillar will enter into the cocoon, the transformation process after a period of time, of reconstruction – in an almost violent acts it breaks forth from the period of transformation and then stretching its wings start a New Life in the beauty that God created it to become – it’s ultimate purpose stepping into it’s destined beauty and now flying higher and higher over the prison of it’s former state that once bound it to a life of dirt and danger as it now soars in it’s New Reborn Life!

A disciple life is likened to this – at first we come into the kingdom in the form of the Old creation and we start the process of a spiritual metamorphosis – at first we run around telling every one that we have changed then we enter into a season of the spiritual cocoon if we surrender ourselves to the will of the Father. It can be a very painful process because it is a season of painful stretching – it is a period of a down right violent war between the Old mans nature and the New mans claiming his rightful place.

One of the greatest errors in a new Christians life is the unwillingness to submit to this process – Or even worse having those who are not matured in their walk come up and tell you that this process is just an attack of – telling you to rebuke the very situation that God has allowed to come upon you as a refining fire – they lead you to a terrifying position of where your not rebuking the enemy your attempting to rebuke your God!

Another error in our day is that of the half- truth’s being preached – a watered down gospel totally opposite of the Kingdom Message that our Lord and His disciples preached – it paints a picture  of how when one comes to the Lord everything will be easy– you’ll never again experience pain, no more storms in life – you can lay hands on the house, the car, the job and even the new spouse and WHAM they will magically appear. But oh how they will soon take a different position when you face a storm or a trial, like Job’s friends they will be at your side telling you its because you have sinned – its because you lack “faith”.

James puts it this way:

Consider it wholly joyful, my brethren, whenever you are enveloped in or encounter trials of any sort or fall into various temptations. Be assured and understand that the trial and proving of your faith bring out endurance and steadfastness and patience. But let endurance and steadfastness and patience have full play and do a thorough work, so that you may be [people] perfectly and fully developed [with no defects], lacking in nothing. (James 1:2-4)

A true disciple who is willing submit to this process will come to that place where the greatest storms of life can blow upon them – yet like the Master than can peacefully be found sleeping, resting in the Fathers love at the bow of the ship. And when the Father bids, they stand up in the authority of He who has been giving all authority, Jesus Christ our Lord and speaking one word the storm  dissipates!

Not every storm of life is simply an attack of the enemy, though some maybe – But let us enter every one having the mindset of the Lord walking in the truthful realization that nothing happens that the Father has not seen coming and as a good Father, He has already provided a way of triumph for His Children! If you lack in discernment as to what is of God and what is of hell, ask the Father who will have the Promised One, Holy Spirit  teach you how to walk in Spiritual discernment.

Take on the process of transformation friends, with a willingness to lay your lives and your rights down at the foot of the cross – For there you will not only find your calling, you will as well find the hands of the Creator of heaven & earth reaching out, wrapping around you and proclaiming “Welcome my dear Child – I have waited since the world began for this moment when I could wrap my love around – where I could put the robe of courage, of beauty, favor and blessing upon you”.

With courage face these trials , knowing that they will kill the old man – the storms of life will wash away the dirt collected on you from corrupted life replacing the dirt with a robe of righteousness  – So enter them will gladness knowing that in this process the chains of sin are being broken – the desires of the sinful life are being destroyed and Praise God, for you will now experience the rights of son-ship.

For indeed we serve an Awesome God!


If you [really] love Me, you will keep (obey) My commands. And I will ask the Father, and He will give you another Comforter (Counselor, Helper, Intercessor, Advocate, Strengthener, and Standby), that He may remain with you forever–The Spirit of Truth, Whom the world cannot receive (welcome, take to its heart), because it does not see Him or know and recognize Him. But you know and recognize Him, for He lives with you [constantly] and will be in you………….The person who has My commands and keeps them is the one who [really] loves Me; and whoever [really] loves Me will be loved by My Father, and I [too] will love him and will show (reveal, manifest) Myself to him. [I will let Myself be clearly seen by him and make Myself real to him.] (John 14:15-17, 21)

What is the very core which drives a person to serve the Lord!

If a disciple is driven out of fear of Hell they will consistently walk about under and imprisoned by the weight of condemnation and crawl down the road of works.

But what of the Lord’s words in this verse, are they directing us towards obedience? The key here is love, passionate love – that love that fuels ones willingness to go all out for the person they love regardless of the cost!

Passionate – unabandoned Love!

When I was dating my wife, I wanted to go all out to please her because I was so captivated by her beauty (and still am) and felt like I had to be in her presence every moment of the day. Not only that I just had to tell everyone about her.  I would wait, counting down the minutes for my next trip back to Pensacola to visit her. The time seemed to go by so slow in between trips and ever so fast during our visits but the love in my heart over-road any barriers that might try to deter me.

Now, as I look at my son Joshua I know that I do every thing I can to show him my love, something that was missing in my youth in regards to a male figure. In the very center though is love, I would lay my life down for my wife and son. Regardless of the cost I would pursue them regardless of the distance that was between us not out of obedience as a husband and as a father, it is fueled by a deep rooted passionate love for them. I know their love for me is not something that I have a list of things to follow in order to get their love for it is a gift and I simply do for them out of the love in my heart towards them. Even during the times when I may not be the best husband or dad they still love me!

In the same way it was like this when I first came to the knowledge of Jesus Christ as the one true Messiah at the age of fifteen while attending a David Wilkerson crusade, I was filled with excitement and wanted the world to know. My whole life was captivated by His love – it was so real, so strong, so consuming. I would read His Word because I wanted to know Him more, I would spend time in prayer because I wanted to hear His tender voice.

The prison of religion!

Then for a number of years I had the onslaught of doctrinal teaching in my life that at times, were steeped in (though carefully concealed by the enemy)  a works mentality. This started building a huge gulf between the Lord and I.  Not by His doing, for the whole time as I look back now,  I see that He was patiently, every so lovingly waiting for me with His arms wide open, beckoning for me to look at the bridge He had purchased with His own blood – the cross. For the cross of Christ is that bridge which allows one to escape from the confinement of sin,religion and bondage and step into a true freedom along with a relationship with the Father, Son and Holy Spirit.

Prison doors opened!

Over the past several years Holy Spirit has been stripping me of the religion – that like mud had become cakes upon me. He broke through the prison of religious thinking that became rooted in a “salvation by works” mentality and revealed the mystery and revelation of these verses – Now I see that I had allowed the enemy and myself to take something so beautiful, so free and turn it into something ugly and ever so burdensome.

If a disciple truly loves the Lord they realize that we do not obey all the Lords commands to gain His love and enter into a deeper relationship with Him, we do it out of a passionate motivation of Love. He loves us even before we know Him, while we are still sinners living a life of sin – He loves us because He loves us, there is nothing we can do that will erase that love or broaden that love –He gives it all unabandoned- He showed the ultimate depth of His love for us when He surrendered His own life that we might gain freedom and eternal life. As there Word proclaims – “There is nothing that can separate us from the Love of God”.

Revolutionary Love!

O’ brothers and sister if you can but grasp this revelation your spirit man will step into the radical side of this revolution against religion. The freedom to serve the Lord God, fueled by a deep seeded passion of love will revolutionize your whole life. This Love was and still is a stumbling block to many including Satan himself – The Fathers love for His creation is a mystery that has eluded the enemy from the first time he witnessed it in the throne room – He fully knows about it’s power and has been attempting to conceal its revelation since the days in the Garden. He has used the weapons of selfishness, hate, fear and religion for generations to build a prison about mankind that they might never see the love of God in its purity.

Yet, Praise God for 2000 plus years ago this Love walked willingly up to the cross, willingly laid His life down – allowing His own creation to nail His feet and hands to the very device that would take His life and when it was finished, His last breath poured out the heavens were torn and Gods love broke through in a manner that the world or hell for that matter had never witnessed before. Yet Hell it’s self could not contain and hold this Love – Yes and amen, for it broke through with such a force that the world or hell could never again block its power and authority. For now it has been poured out into human vessels with the same power that spoke the world into being.

Join the revolution!

If you have not experienced this Love, if it has not broke through and freed you from the dungeons of religion, pray and ask the Father to send Holy Spirit, who is The Spirit of Truth – For just one light glimmer of God’s true love will destroy every yoke of bondage that attempts to imprison the children of God.

This love once revealed and received will birth a freedom in the disciple’s life that will push them past a life of burdensome obedience into a life of willing servant-hood – a position where one no longer  serves obediently out of fear, rather serves obediently willingly- birthed from  from a position of passionate Love!

For indeed we serve an Awesome God!


After all, God’s saving kindness has appeared for the benefit of all people. It trains us to avoid ungodly lives filled with worldly desires so that we can live self-controlled, moral, and godly lives in this present world. At the same time we can expect what we hope for—the appearance of the glory of our great God and Savior, Jesus Christ. He gave himself for us to set us free from every sin and to cleanse us so that we can be his special people who are enthusiastic about doing good things. (Titus  2:11-14)

Here, grace is shown as the power that teaches, trains, disciplines, guides, and leads us. It does not force us. In other places, it is shown as counseling, comforting, encouraging, admonishing, guiding, convicting, rewarding, even restraining. It teaches us that we must deny immorality, exhorting us to give ourselves over to self-mastery, that is, to controlling ourselves. We must devote ourselves to integrity and loyalty to God right here and now, while expectantly and patiently looking forward to the return of Jesus Christ and the resurrection from the dead to glory.

It is such scriptures as this upon which the blocks of Spiritual truth are laid upon the foundation of Jesus Christ – One must read and meditate upon these words, asking Holy Spirit to birth them into our spirit-man.

For in the reading of these scriptures we are bombarding the deception of the world in regard to “self”, tearing down these lies and transforming them into Truth of the Kingdom.

The enemy has done much to infiltrate the church and her doctrines with worldly philosophies. As true disciples we must raise up the standard of God’s Word and battle against such heresies of individualism when confronted with them especially when they attempt to invade our own lives. The selfish mind set is for itself alone, whereas the Kingdom mind set is outward in nature, pointing away from ones self with a mindset of selfless service towards the Lord first and secondly towards our neighbor – trusting in faith that the Father shall meet all our needs.

For the truth is, when one has come to the cross of Christ having realized that He is our Messiah and acknowledging His Lordship in our lives we then surrender our rights unto Him. For we must reach out and grasp hold of the revelation, fully trusting that He is indeed the Good Shepherd whose only desire is for us to experience all that He has for us – the goodness of our God!

As well knowing that He alone is the King, who seeing that  One of His servants lays down their life, their agenda, their dreams for the good of His Kingdom out of love, honor and praise for Him, graciously returns ones life back unto them with abundance.

Glory to God, for He has not left us empty handed on this road of servant-hood,. Rather He has granted unto us the very vehicle in which to arrive at the place of selfless servant-hood , “Grace”.  For by the grace of our Lord we are ushered into the position to walk in the fullness of true servant-hood in the Kingdom. For His Grace is like nitrogen to the Spirit man, once it is deposited into our spirit, it ignites the very Flames of His passion towards God the Father in our hearts empowering us to walk Spirit first lives. Lives saturated in, transformed by, reflective of, and pouring out to all around us, the very Love of God the Father!

For indeed we serve and awesome God!


“And the whole multitude sought to touch Him, for power went out from Him and healed them all” (Luke 6:19).

“And now, little children, abide in Him” (I John 2:28a).

How do we touch the living Christ?

The answer to this question depends entirely upon our relationship to Jesus.

The difference, dear friends, is the difference between a religion and a relationship. The multitudes do not have a relationship with Jesus, and so they must travel to where He is and work their way into His presence in hopes of touching Him

I had the privilege last week of eating lunch with a friend a few week‘s ago. Before we began eating he prayed over the food. Right there in the restaurant he cried out, “Heavenly Father!” He said it so slowly and deliberately and loudly that I thought his prayer would probably last thirty minutes or more. After a pause, he quietly said, “Thank you.” And we began to eat.

May I say that this friend spent no time entering in, because he was already abiding. With two or three words he brought us before the throne of God, and the very presence of Jesus was immediately manifest. This is what it means to touch the living Christ – immediately, effortlessly.

How do we abide in Christ?

As you have therefore received Christ Jesus the Lord, so walk in Him” (Col2:6).

Receiving Christ Jesus the Lord is the Gate, while walking in Him is the Path. The first happens in a moment, while the second is a daily process. How did we receive Christ Jesus the Lord? We came to Him with all our sins, and weaknesses, and needs, and we cast ourselves upon Him. We trusted in His Life, and His Love, and His Grace, and His Mercy to save us. And so He did.

What is the next step?

It is this: to walk in Him as you received Him. “As you have received… so walk.” We are not saved by Grace and then left to live the Christian life in our own strength. Instead, we walk in Him the same way we received Him – by Grace, through Faith, and that not of ourselves. From start to finish it is the Gift of God.

I need Him as much today as I ever have. How about you? Apart from Him I can do nothing. Is this your experience also, or do you still think there are many things you can do without Him? I am still in need of His Life, and Love, and Grace, and Mercy in order to live. Are you that much different from me? I think not. We all approach Him the same way.

The exhortation to abide is for little children, not grown-ups. Little children! There is a simplicity in Christ that the multitudes cannot comprehend. We cannot wrap our brains around it, we must immerse our hearts into it.

When this revelation is manifested in your life you enter into a new level of Kingdom living. It is then that even in the midst of the fiery furnace, or in the middle of the largest storm you’ve ever faced you remain calm and in total peace for you know the Master is with you.

This level of understanding and maturity will open up to you the ability to be of greater service to the Master and His Kingdom. For once obtained you will be transformed ever so much more closely into the charter of the Lord, a new level of faith will burst on the scene and you will be able to not only walk in greater authority, you will as well be able to have a deeper level of death to self, so that more of the power of His life in you may be released!

If you are not experiencing this friends, ask the Father for it gives Him great pleasure to see His children walking in the promises of His Word.

For we do indeed serve and awesome God!


Blessed and fortunate and happy and spiritually prosperous (in that state in which the born-again child of God enjoys His favor and salvation) are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness (uprightness and right standing with God), for they shall be completely satisfied! (Matt 5:6 AMP)

A disciples who hungers and thirsts after righteousness will always put the Lord first in their life:

But seek ([a]aim at and strive after) first of all His kingdom and His righteousness ([b]His way of doing and being right), and then all these things [c]taken together will be given you besides.” (Matt 6:33)

As well a disciple who hungers and thirsts after righteousness will always study diligently from God’s will so that they may know how to live a life of righteousness:

BLESSED (HAPPY, fortunate, prosperous, and enviable) is the man who walks and lives not in the counsel of the ungodly [following their advice, their plans and purposes], nor stands [submissive and inactive] in the path where sinners walk, nor sits down [to relax and rest] where the scornful [and the mockers] gather. But his delight and desire are in the law of the Lord, and on His law (the precepts, the instructions, the teachings of God) he habitually meditates (ponders and studies) by day and by night.” ( Psalm 1:1,2)

The [reverent] fear of the Lord is clean, enduring forever; the ordinances of the Lord are true and righteous altogether. More to be desired are they than gold, even than much fine gold; they are sweeter also than honey and drippings from the honeycomb. (Psalm 19:9-10)

Study and be eager and do your utmost to present yourself to God approved (tested by trial), a workman who has no cause to be ashamed, correctly analyzing and accurately dividing [rightly handling and skillfully teaching] the Word of Truth.”  (2 Tim 2:15)

But He replied, It has been written, Man shall not live and be upheld and sustained by bread alone, but by every word that comes forth from the mouth of God”. (Matt 4:4)

What is the hunger of your heart today? Is it the things of the world or the things of the Kingdom? Do you strive for mans approval or do you only seek to please the Father, even at the cost of men hating you?

It is  time that we stop playing church and become the church that Jesus died for and will soon return for. Our hearts must be committed 100% to serving the Lord. This can be done while being married, having children and holding a full-time job – it is a matter of allowing Holy Spirit to lead ones life. God the Father is fully capable of balancing ones life, if one will fully trust Him to do such.

There is much discipline in a disciples life but the greatest of all is faith!

One should have faith in the Lord’s ability to keep our lives eternally and in such knowing that our lives are not our own – it should be a easy task of placing our lives into the care of the Lord Himself! Yet until we die to self this is not always an easy task.

What does your heart thirst and hunger for today – for it will be motivated to feed on that which it desires –The world or the Lord?

Ask Holy Spirit to search you and see if there be anything that needs to be brought to the alter and put to death and while your at it, ask Him to lead you into the place of desperate hunger and thirst for things of the Lord!